None of us can take back what we’ve done in the past, the most meaningful apology is how you live the rest of your life.
I generally don’t believe that the universe is sentient, but I have to admit sometimes it does seem to be listening. Be careful how loud you complain about circumstances or protest your “unhappiness.” Grandma was right, you often get exactly what you asked for. And when that result shows up in your life you’d better be prepared because it’s often a painful learning experience. Please don’t say I told you so. The voices in my head are already saying it. I know, I know already….